The sight of you was a shot of adrenaline.
Heartbeat increased and heavy breaths.
Your reappearance locked me in a world of our own.

The band round your wrist...
The very same one i gave to you, more than 3 years back.
Did it bring back sweet memories we shared or a sense of guilt towards you.
Or was it both?
Why are you still holding on to it?
Did you wear it because you knew i'll be there or have you never let it go at all.
I almost choked on a whole load of mixed feelings.
I tried painting a picture in my mind,
What we would be today if we had been together.

His voice snapped me outta this illusion.
For missing you is a sin i should have avoided.

As much as i had wanted to talk to you,
I could not even bring myself to look you in the eye.
Longing for the moments our eyes meet,
Yet when they finally do, i could not bring myself to look at you longer.
I swear i could have suffocated on gulit and endless sorrys.
I must have been disappointment and heartbreak in your eyes.

I'd wished i had the courage to say sorry to you.
But sorry seemed to be the hardest word.
I'd wished i had asked how'd you been, the kinda life you've been leading,
Without me.
I'd wished i could read your mind, your thoughts and feelings.
If you were thinking of me like i did.