Life seemed to be in a total mess.
As the concert ended, my mind is taken over by case conference, semestral outing, course work and relationship.

Case conference is causing a mad rush at work.
Meetings with therapists,
Paperwork paperwork and more paperwork,
Printer is outta ink,
Reports have yet to be vetted by superior,
Parents' requests to reschedule case conferences.

Semestral outing...
Consolidating names and arrangement for transport.
Timing and preparation...Madness.

ADECISN started and i'm so not prepared for lessons.
Twice a week, 7-10pm and no term break...
2 assignments thrown at us and,
I seriously don't have confidence in getting through this course.

Skeptical about relationship,
There are thousand and one questions stacking up in my mind.

And insomnia isn't helpful at all.
I had to drown myself in vodka to put myself to sleep.

That did not make tomorrow a better day.
A handover and a heavy heart, i had to drag myself outta bed to head on for work.
My biological clock is upside down.
In the day, i can hardly keep my eyes open and by night, i'm most awake and had to force myself to sleep.
Restlessness, Lethargy, Loss of Appetite, Loss of Weight.
I'm so tempted to take mc, i just need a break from everything.
But i'm so tight on schedule.

Printing and submission of reports, semestral outing meeting, library meeting, ADECISN lessons, case conference...

Can't take a breather at all and i can't afford relief teaching for my students.
They've already missed out a lot during my dance rehearsals.