I AM...

physically tired...
my neck's stiff...
everyday gotta go to the OT room...
jus runnin after those kids made my head spin...

mentally drained...
got 3 new kids & my projected goals ain't out yet...

psychologically nutz...
my psych support ain't much of a support...
ain't doin any good to me man...

emotionally distraught & in a dilemma...
jAmes' leave on V-day wasn't approved,but there's at least a hope of someone changin shifts wif him.
howeva,mAria jus had to inform me last min dat dOnna wanna meet up on V-day wif the rangers' parents...
darn it...of all days...V-day...
dOnna told mAria she can't make it on other days...
c'mon...dun tell me she can't make it on any of the 365 days? it's V-day...i believe the parents will wanna spend some romantic moments on their own...
maRia said i need to b intro to the parents as the new leader & it's impt. for the parents to know dat i'm the one their kids will b turnin to in times of trouble...
not like the parents don't know me alrdy...
arghhh....vexed vexed vexed...
keke...i know...everyday shld b V-day for a lovin' couple...still...can't we jus have dat day to ourselves?
now i'm regrettin not persistin in sayin NO to being the coordinator...
well...worse come to worse,if jAmes can't find someone to swop shifts with,i'm gonna go for meetin.
we'll jus celebrate it a day earlier...

been so tired & stressed dat i tink my emotions are messin my life up...
i seriously need an outlet to vent all my frustrations on.
been losin my cool very easily tis from the start of tis year...got angri over the slightest stuff...sorry jAmes...fortunately,he's understandin & tolerant...ain't gonna let it affect our relationship....
thank GOD for blessin me with such great colleagues...no no...frenz in skool to support each other.

PATIENCE PATIENCE...oh GOD....pls bless me with great PATIENCE...