Stolen

The pendulum swings
and so does our friendship
If Only If Only If Only
The words freeze through my mind...
HOW COULD YOU LET THIS HAPPEN
If Only If Only If Only
You were my friend
my very special friend
Irreplacable
If Only If Only If Only
I could go back and change it all...
If Only...If Only

best of friends for 13 years...
same interests & aspirations yes we shared...
tears we've shed & joy we've shared...
friends we've had,
they come & go...
disappointments we've all showed...
rainbow & sunshine is what you showed
relationships come & go...
good things dun last long...
your shoulder is what i longed for
surprises you gave me...
alwaz so wonderful
alwaz meet is what we dun
nothing beats the friendship we owned
years have gone & people change...
why did you?
us was what it was all about...
now it is just about you...
times i have given in to you...
chances i have given to you...
what have you given?
taken me for granted,yes you did...
the plan we had...
the aspiration we had...
was what we shared
now,it is simply you,you,you...
where was the girl i knew 13 years ago?
shared my idea with you,
it has become yours...
why must it be you?
the distance is clear...
so far & so cold...
why is tis so?
i can't stop crying till
my eyes are sore...

I put my trust in you
And you let me down
I put my faith in your hands
but it was all one big sham
i fell in your arms
burst out in tears
told you my biggest fears

Every night before i sleep
its always you that i see last
that image of you upon my wall
gets me thinking of the past...
why did things end up like this
how come everything's rearranged
was it that other person
is that why our friendship changed
then i close my eyes...
wander off into thought that little bit more...
thinking of the memories that chapters closed and out the door
it saddens me to think
that our friendship was far from strong
because really if it had of been
we wouldn't let anything go wrong...
reflecting on the past...
now i see it clearer...
the answer is to
stop dwelling & move on...